Updated: Jun 29, 2020
The saddest thing about being in recovery is watching someone who you truly thought wanted to change spiral and try to desecrate all on their way down.
Tonight I pray for those still sick and suffering more and if you so choose this life please don’t also choose destruction of others. Choose love, choose life, hell choose goat herding for all I care; just not vindictive, victimizing, and seeking validation in negative behavior. I love all and I know this probably sounds harsh but sometime you have to eat that sh*t sandwich and most of the times you made them happily yourself. Stop trying to feed them to others and join the happier, healthier, joyous, and free life that one day I promise you recovery WILL bring.
1.) Letting go of all that harms you
2.) Wanting nothing but to see others happy
3.) Knowing you can’t want it more than them
4.) Investing in yourself
6.) Freedom from the bondage of self
7.) Unconditional love
8.) Elise Corinne
9.) My beautiful wife who I know holds all this and so much more
10.) Corey Winfield, my best friend and collaborator
You will never forgive others if you can’t forgive yourself and vice versa. That’s all I got. Yours truly,