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Expectations Still Lead To Resentments

I guess you could say it’s realistic to say my biggest character defect is unrealistic expectations. Of myself and others, lately I’ve been struggling wi self worth more than I have in a really long time. And I understand my happiness cannot come from others or their approval, it still doesn’t make it any easier to understand.  Then again trying understand someone’s feelings and thought that you don’t know, either because they’ve stopped talking to you, or because they’ve never shared everything with you from the beginning. Lately I’ve been feeling that I meant to help others and remain in my own struggles with emotions and understanding, and that is my purpose. I know it’s not, my own thinking is trying to tell me it is so. I am just so grateful for the freedom of the obsession, because in the past this would have me behind a bottle.

1.) Acceptance

2.) This blog to get the shit out of my head and share with others which lets them know they are not alone

3.) Helping others

4.) Combo pizza rolls

5.) Cheese

6.) Iced coffee

7.) Unconditional love

8.) Elise Corinne 💗💗💗

9.) My wife

10.) Family

Loving others is respecting their wants and needs instead of putting yours first.  Loving yourself is honoring yours as well. I’m trying to figure this out.

Yours truly,


Anna





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