All The Feels!

As I sit here both reflecting on my past and preparing for the future, mainly tomorrow's event, I recognize a majority of these feeling on the wheel above. It's not so much of fear of speaking in public or making a mistake and/or an ass of myself, but the emotions come because this is MY story and who wants to screw up their own story. I don't just go and tell everyone I meet my deepest, darkest, and most vulnerable stories. Shoot, I'm entirely sure that some of my friends and most of my family don't know the exacts...this is where the nerves come in. I don't want to ramble on, but I also don't want to be too vague, after all I am delivering a message of hope.

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I guess a part of me is somewhat actually excited to do this. Like I said, this isn't something I normally do, but sometimes you have to get uncomfortable and vulnerable to grow. Whether I do well or completely fail, I hope that whatever the outcome I get a little growth from it, and if my message reaches anyone out there, then my victories and struggles were all worth it. On that note, wish me luck!