• Anna

1,000 is Never Enough

As I sit back and think about all the pain I’ve inflicted on others through my own self torture. You’d think that’d be enough…but it’s not. A selfish person only thinks about themselves; however, a prisoner of the bottle drowns every concern with each guzzle. The poison Lucifer created to sear souls; through the pungency and putrid substance destined for each individual soul sought and designed for self torture, simply for the them to recreate daily. Recreation of our childhood is human nature. Recreating over, and over, and over. Until it kills us or makes us stronger; whether we fix it or settle, our subconscious relives through romantic relationships and hopefully one day is set free through unconditional love. 1.) When you find enough

2.) Because you are enough

3.) Accepting 1 and 2 and truly believing it

4.) Being genuinely happy for others

5.) Figuring out what truly sets your soul on fire

6.) Patience

7.) Unconditional love

8.) Elise Corinne, my beautiful daughter

9.) Jamie, my beautiful wife

10.) Integrity

Is it a thinking disease or a drinking disease? I strongly suggest never flirting with the thoughts and dancing with the devil unless you wear flame retardant underpants. I write some of these things one; to better breakdown the true thoughts of an alcoholic and help someone who may not understand. Two, helps me, three, hoping it helps someone else too. And as always, if no one has told you they love you today, I love you. Yours truly,


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